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Hope Estheim ([personal profile] selfestheim) wrote in [personal profile] steelo 2021-06-26 04:34 am (UTC)

[ STOP HE JUST HAS REALLY SHITTY SELF-ESTEEM THAT'S WHY THIS IS HIS USERNAME DON'T READ TOO MUCH INTO IT

there's a considerable lapse from the moment ✔ read x:xx am shows up at the bottom of ichiro's texts before hope sends back: ]


It's like I was told before...
It's not a question of can or can't.
There are just some things in life you just do.


[ that phrase of hope's acquaintance comes up again like an inspirational quote image on your aunt's facebook wall... from here, the typing bubble shows up, indicating he's probably sending the rest of this out as the words come to his mind rather than thinking too hard about them. ]

You know, I can't help but think it's not a coincidence that a lot of us are in that same boat.
I mean, that's apparently why we all "applied" here, right?
Because there's something we really want, that we would do almost anything to get, and this place allegedly has the means to make that happen.

Because
I'm from somewhere with a shitty system too, and I know we're not alone in that.
I don't know exactly what it has to do with this...deathmatch reality show stuff, or whatever's going on here, but
Could all of this just be some trial or test of resolve to show how much we think we deserve it?


[ . . . ]

Ugh
Sorry
I think I'm thinking too hard about this.

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