steelo: (ichi22)
ichiro, rap despacito ([personal profile] steelo) wrote 2021-08-01 03:50 am (UTC)

Dude, I run into that too. I was gettin' pissy at Crow because he was up my ass about it, earlier, eve though I know he wasn't doing it on purpose.

It sucks. And it's hard not to get mad, especially in a high tension situation like that. [ he pats his hand against the tree where he's standing. ] I can't even fault you. You should've seen me on Sunday last week.

...but, I think thinking about other people - or even one other person - can help. There were plenty of people in the group that weren't that far off of your thinking. [ last week, when the mafia reveal happened, ichiro had lucretia. his lifeline - the reason he didn't blow his fucking gasket over the weekend, just because she loved him enough to remind him that the way he was hurting wasn't crazy, that he was valid - and also kept him from running off and punching something, more times than once. ]

I mean...even I didn't want to shank the guy, today. The hardest part about being angry's and trying not to be 's you gotta listen. You gotta be willing to.

Even if it's just one person, you gotta find someone you trust enough to listen to, when you're pissed like that, even if it's just somebody to tell you you're being a dumbass and help you walk away.

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