[ he's... ichiro's definitely still off. he seems a little just - less, than usual, like he's trying to hold back his usual vibrant wave of emotions. trying to keep calm, contained. unobtrusive. ]
... I'm not either. [ which is the shittiest part. ] I don't - I wanted it to be better.
And with there being two, I'm worried someone might've been - that someone was compelled the same way you were. Considering what that shitty voice said to Kon and Lucretia-san...
[ nothing hurts worse than i'll take them, and then you watch as two lives are taken away and there's nothing you can do about it, especially for a bleeding heart like ichiro.]
[ Shit sucks and that one of them was compelled. She isn't sure which, but with that talk of adult men... and neither of the victims being one, she has to wonder if things escalated because of that shitty voice.
She hesitates and then holds out her hand to him, almost nervous about it. ]
If someone's made to be a goddamn villain or whatever the motive. [ Compelled or otherwise. ] I'm fucking tired of it.
[ As angry as she can be, she is tired under it all, too. ]
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[ She genuinely doesn't mind the state of the shed. It's not like it's destroyed, and it's a symbol of how Winter functions as a whole.
She looks at him, watches him. She isn't particularly emotive right now, but her concern is there. ]
... I'm not surprised. [ Just disappointed in ways she didn't think she could be on Fridays, among other things. ] Doesn't make any of this better.
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... I'm not either. [ which is the shittiest part. ] I don't - I wanted it to be better.
And with there being two, I'm worried someone might've been - that someone was compelled the same way you were. Considering what that shitty voice said to Kon and Lucretia-san...
[ nothing hurts worse than i'll take them, and then you watch as two lives are taken away and there's nothing you can do about it, especially for a bleeding heart like ichiro.]
...shit sucks.
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[ Shit sucks and that one of them was compelled. She isn't sure which, but with that talk of adult men... and neither of the victims being one, she has to wonder if things escalated because of that shitty voice.
She hesitates and then holds out her hand to him, almost nervous about it. ]
If someone's made to be a goddamn villain or whatever the motive. [ Compelled or otherwise. ] I'm fucking tired of it.
[ As angry as she can be, she is tired under it all, too. ]