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( week 3 ) tuesday

[personal profile] selfestheim 2021-06-29 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ hewwo ichiro! wherever he happens to be this morning, hope will be strolling on up to him! ... well, he'll be hobbling over, yes, but at least he has a crutch now to make things slightly easier for himself! look how happy he is! (it's about the same amount as usual, but, you know.) ]

So... I might have gotten some vouchers over the last few days.
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[personal profile] selfestheim 2021-06-29 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I was...busy last week. [ yea that's what we'll call it, ] I got a ton of vouchers on Sunday, so I turned them in for a spell I can use once a week. So...hopefully I'll be able to get some use out of it.
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[personal profile] selfestheim 2021-06-29 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ah. hope looks away sheepishly at the accusation. ("it's not an accusation?" it's totally an accusation.) ]

We can...talk about them more freely after we've gotten rewarded for doing them, right?
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[personal profile] selfestheim 2021-06-29 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
. . . Yeah, mine was "jump from the third story of a building."
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[personal profile] selfestheim 2021-06-30 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ everything about ichiro's reaction hits hope like a truck, from the tone of his voice to the grip of his hand to the look in his mismatched eyes. it makes him feel guilty for making ichiro worry this much, for not thinking about how such a dumb act could upset someone else... even after these past few weeks, he still hasn't really internalized the fact that people care about him. ]

Look...I know. But I still wanted to do my part– I couldn't let everyone else pull their weight for me. We're all putting our lives on the line in some way or another just by being here already, anyway, so...at least by doing the extra credit, I'm helping everybody, right?

[ he plays with the bandana wrapped around his wrist... it's clear by now it's something of a nervous tic of his. ]

The next one I got isn't anywhere near as bad, though. Trust me.
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[personal profile] selfestheim 2021-06-30 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's about to protest when he remembers what ichiro had said to him during the last trial—"hope, you're worth it."—and he swallows it back down. maybe...it's time for him to accept that other people do care for him and want to help him. ]

If...if you really want. My leg is definitely the worst of it.